Zaila
Monday, March 2, 2009
scram
Sometimes I wonder, am I really that unreasonably petty? I have been told that sometimes the effort that someone puts into doing something for me is always unsatisfactory. That the actions taken never equates to my contentment. There always seem to be shortcomings in other people but not myself.
Thats where people are unaware that I do come down hard on myself. I know that I am adamant in certain aspects. Obstinate, definitely. And this face of mine. Glacial. Yes, all this I am aware. But life has led me to find out that being chummy with people might not be a good thing afterall.
Why do people gossip or deduce certain factors about a person? I do not deny the fact that a person might have sinned in the recent past but to sentence a person indefinitely is just disturbing. Everyone has had their fair share of mistakes and wrongdoings. Some more severe than others but one should only be answerable to HIM not the entire community. And that person who has deemed another as the sinful one and b!tches about the person, what makes him/her then? A righteous being?
I am not perfect. In fact, very far from it. However, one thing that I do not appreciate is your condemnation.
Now if you'll excuse me, I have far more important things to do than to fret about what you think of me. Fyi, your thoughts dont matter.